people die,people that you loved die,but u must go with yourselfin life just like nothing happen...u know what?sufletul nu moare niciodata....so,cu acea persoana daca vrei sa mai tzii legatura...daca inca vrei sa mai comunici,poti oricand.Traind prin noi,prin natura,prin tot,sufletul te aude si iti raspunde la intrebari sau la ceea ce incerci sa-i comunici,prin semne...fiecare semn din viata e un raspuns ce-ti poate schimba calea...
so,don't worry,you`re still you..."sunt egoista,n-am suflet,demonstrez ca am o inima de gheata si ca nu pot tzine la nimeni...parca n-am suflet...what am I?Am I still human?No....it can't be,i'm not a devil,i'm not an evil heart longing 4 someone to set it free..." I can't tell myself these words....just the other people let me think this way...
Lacatul de la inima a ruginit deja...cheia a disparut...my heart will never be free...but i can live that way...i can live that way,just imagining a true loving heart 4 me...chiar daca ar trebui,nu pot sa plang...mi-e total indiferent daca vreau sa daca nu,dar pur si simplu nu pot.Imi pare rau...I'm so sorry,God,but u made me like this....I have no tears 4 dead people...i have no fear...and ...it's not my fault.
Sper sa nu fi ramas amprenta a ceea ce-am spus acum in viata mea...maybe I really have to change myself...
Ceea ce simt..de fapt mai bine zis ceea ce nu simt acum e mai mult decat optimism..ca zi ca eu sunt o persoana optimista si d'aia nu sufar prea mult pentru persoanele din jurul meu,pentru persoanele apropiate mie..e bine totusi ca pot trece asha ushor,ca si cand nimic nu s-ar fi intamplat,peste momente grele,ce daca ar fi fost in viata altora poate ar fi si schimbat viata acelei persoane in rau sau...oricum..ar fi facut-o sa sufere..Dar totusi deja cred si eu ca tratez cu mult prea multa indiferenta lucruri grave...de ce oare?I just don't care or what?...I care but I don't cry,I just don't feel,cause my heart is stoned...but I care..
"Cold was my soul" (Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine) .....
..............................................................................and it still feels cold...
Si daca totul ar fi fost in regula cu mine si daca as fi simtit ceea ce ar fi trebuit sa simt cand am auzit vestea...poate ca as fi ascultat urmatoarea melodie...ce ar reprezenta un moment ca acesta...dar uite ca nu e asha...nu e asha...nici o lacrima n-am varsat...nu simt nimic,nici fericire,nici tristete...pur si simplu ma simt pe mine,ma simt normala,ca de obicei,neatinsa de veste...
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"I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same oh
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't oh oh oh oh oh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't a fake it
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back"
(Avril Lavigne - Slipped away)
Cred ca nu am realizat ce s-a intamplat si nici nu stiu daca voi realiza vreodata...poate e mai bine asa totusi.